For My Dearest

Well I’m writing you this letter because I want to tell u, how much I love u. I’ve decided to tell you how awesome our relationship will be.

I’m not the type of girl who’ll wait for you to text me first.
I won’t even complain if you won’t text me the whole day. I believe we have our own lives and seeing you is much better than texting.

but please remember that I’m still a girl. 

There’s a part of me that will always look for your hand when I feel lost in a big crowd. Holding you makes me feel safe and looking in your eyes makes me feel warm.

You’ll rarely hear the words “I love you” from me. But when you do, you’ll be sure that I mean it. I won’t expect you to love me the way I love you because people love differently. I know our relationship will appear weird to other people, but I wouldn’t have it any other way.

Thank you
for keeping me warm, for keeping me calm and for keeping me sane.
Thank you for understanding that there were times
that I would be mad with you but always forgiving me in the end.

Thank you for sticking up for me, for encouraging me, for believing in me and for letting me know that you never expected more than the best I could do. Thank you for showing me how much beauty is around me, and reminding me of it constantly when my world feels dark and frightening.

I have been waiting for you and I am reserving myself until you come. I’m just here waiting and praying you’ll get here. I know I’m not the princess-like girlfriend most guys like but I promise to be not only your girlfriend, but best friend as well.

after all, it’s never too late to start forever